Disillusionment
So, I have pretty much decided that I don't ever want to be a recording engineer for a living.
And I'm pretty sure I don't want to work in IT for the rest of my days either.
I'm reasonably certain that I am not going to be struck by lightning. And, since there's a far greater chance that I'll be struck by lightning than sell a million copies of this album that I'm working on, it makes sense to assume that worldwide rock stardom isn't in the cards for me either.
I've been a bartender before. Wouldn't want to do it as my only source of income. I guess I would if I had to.
Most of my life experiences have led me to see that maybe I'm just not cut out for certain things. Some people love bartending. More power to them. Not for me though. Same with IT. There's people out there who are probably foaming at the mouth for my job.
Meh.